FELI'S BLOG ♥

1.05.2010 ; 4:21 PM {♥}

i suddenly feel like doing this. it would probably be the LAST service that N422(the original) is having together this saturday. cos... WE ARE MULTIPLYING! yes, its awesome that we're multiplying, but also unbearable to see members leave. so..............................

Dearest N422
7 - 8 months with you guys may not be a very long time.
you guys are a group of people i will never ever forget.
time is just gone too soon, way way way too soon.
every single moment spent together are precious to me.
you guys are more than friends. you guys are like family.
looking back at all the wonder moments spent together,
it never once failed to put a big wide smile on my face.
how i wish i could replay the year 2009 once again.
however, i know that 2010 would be a better year.
'cos i know new precious memories would be created.
every piece of memory with you guys are simply priceless.
THANK YOU N422, for making my 2009 so unforgettable.
no matter what the outcome of multiplication is,
whether i leave or whichever members have to leave,
i know that i will definitely be in tears(as always).
because every member in this CG is special to me.
I LOVE LOVE LOVE ALL OF YOU! :D

well, i got so bored this two days that i gathered all the photos i have of the CG & made it into a video. its not very good though. im no professional okay! just thought of doing it cos i saw the video of my grad. trip last year. so yea. some of the photos are blur & contain members from other CG though. i cant help but smile each time i watch this video. hope you guys like it (: and heres what i did....

FELI

There's just too much to forqet.

; 2:58 PM {♥}

IM GONNA GO CRAZY SOON!

GRRRRR!!! IM SERIOUSLY FRIGGING BORED NOW!!!! IM SO SICK OF HOLIDAYS ALREADY!!!! like seriously, WHY DOES IT TAKE SO FRIGGING LONG FOR O LEVEL RESULTS TO BE OUT & TO BE POSTED INTO A NEW SCHOOL?!?!?!?!?!?! im seriously going crazy manszx. i need to go out! i dont care where! I JUST WANT TO GET OUT OF THIS BORING HOUSE! so would any kind soul be so very nice & ask me out? im so sick of staying at home please! all i do is face my laptop or tv the whole day. either that i start doing weird things like tidying my already NEAT & ORGANISED table & shelves. I REPEAT, ALREADY NEAT & ORGANISED! i miss school to the max manszx. i miss listening to Mr Yeo's "Welcome back to school! BLAHBLAHBLAH" speech. i miss sitting at the uncomfortable parade square & pretending to read. i miss all the stupid attire check on the first day of school, which i will take out all my earrings, pull down my skirt and hope that i would get caught for coloured hair. i miss all the long & boring lesson which always turns out fun with all the class clowns. i miss all the movies Mr Lee would show us during VE lesson. i miss Mdm Yeo's "nagging" during maths lesson. i miss the terrifying humanities lessons where our hearts would start racing when Mr Tan click on the "Selector Tool". i miss the slacking PE lesson where we would sit & chit chat despite Mdm Goh telling us to stop talking & start playing. i miss all the boring assembly where everyone would start falling asleep. but there are times when assembly ROCK! and i miss that too. yes, i miss secondary school. alot. i still cant believe that im already a graduate. i must be dreaming. I WISH! so now im a graduate, an alumni of the school. AHHHHH! IM SO BORED THAT IM TYPING ALL THIS NONSENSE! SOMEONE PLEASE SAVE ME FROM ALL THIS BOREDOM & ASK ME OUT! I WOULD LOVE LOVE LOVE YOU IF YOU DO THAT!

THANK GOD IM GOING OUT WITH JONATHAN, JAMES & LYNNETTE ON FRIDAY! ANTHONY, SEAN & XUELI WANNA JOIN US FOR STEAMBOAT?!
still dont know where & what time yet though. needa confirm with jonathan. but how am i suppose to contact him since his phone got stolen?! hmmmmmmmm...

FELI

There's just too much to forqet.

1.04.2010 ; 11:16 AM {♥}

I REALISED THAT I DIDNT UPDATDE BOUT ZONE THANKSGIVING!

ZONE THANKSGIVING '09

took half day leave cos i thought thanksgiving would be at expo. turns out that thanksgiving is at jurong west. but since i already took half day leave, i went off early. hahs. went to meet magdelyn at TPY. was thinking of what to eat. decided to have KFC for lunch. crapped alot as usual. so yea. went to drop her cheque after eating. was looking for a clean toilet to do our make up. but couldnt find one. so we did something real stupid. we did our make up outside of kiddy palace. cos the escalator have mirror. so yea. people were looking at us like we're crazy. funny much. rushed off to meet the rest of the CG at pioneer mrt. waited for the late-as-usual people. bus-ed to jurong west. went to toilet, camwhore as usual. joined the rest and started all our crapping & camwhoring. saw two SHUAIGE! SEAN & JEDI! the moment they walked in, i went "WOAH! SHUAIGE!" hahs. really really. they look awesome! went into the room & the whole "party" started. love the dancers! mostly N422 members siol. NICE ONE LA! mass dance was AWESOME! I LOVE IT! super fun can. had praise & no worship cos we're suppose to relax. woohoo! had prize presentation. CONGRATS TO ALL PRIZE WINNERS & NOMINEES! oh yes, did i mention that N422 GOT THE BEST ASSEMBLY AWARD?! YES YES! N422 GOT BEST CG! WOOHOO! N422 FTW YO! WOOHOO! okay, getting a lil' crazy here. so yea. had one last mass dance! AWESOME! now the moment i hear the song "I Gotta Feeling", i feel like dancing the way we did on retro night! like seriously. went crazy and stuff. took photos! awesome! cabbed home with magdelyn. was talking alot alot bout church & CG! my first thanksgiving was simply AWESOME! cant wait for the next one!

FELI

There's just too much to forqet.

1.03.2010 ; 8:40 PM {♥}

okay! so far my new year started off well. so yea. shall update bout ytd!

SATURDAY
woke up at 7 plus. got ready and stuff. went to meet magdelyn & bus-ed down to TPY. the bus was so slow. causing us to be late. rushed down the bus & bought our breakfast from macs. walked super fast to meeting point while eating our breakfast. met up with gwen & bran. waited for the bus. started calling the kids to tell them what time will the bus arrive. boarded the bus and went to pick up the kids. was playing with the kids on the bus. they are just so adorable! reached jurong west. brought the kids to the auditorium. service started. was jumping alot during praise. fun okay! worship & had bible lesson. service ended. sent the kids back. for once me & mag didnt drop at first stop. went to have lunch after that. wanted to go to food court but theres too many people. so went to fork&spoon instead. had debriefing session. decided to serve next week as well. waited for alex, yuhao & one more chcc teacher to join us. lunch-ed, wrote my last letter, chatted. decided to make our way to expo at bout 3plus. something happened along the way. and it made yuhao angry? he just went off. i was like *stunned* so yea. we mrt-ed to tanah merah. met my sister & bus-ed to expo. was thinking of how to say sorry to yuhao(though im clearly innocent). me & mag were going "sorry sorry sorry sorry, shuaige shuaige shuaige shuaige" HAHS! and bran was like "okay! let the two of you do can already!" TSK! what is this?! so yea. reached expo & went to chcc first. saw yuhao and we did our "sorry sorry". super funny. yuhao said that he wasnt angry at all. but yea. dropped my sister at chcc. went to look for CG. put down our bags & gave out my letters. went to chcc again. we thought that theres no prayer meeting. turns out that there is. rushed back for PM with siyi & meryl. went to toilet with mag after PM. refilled our bottles & stuff.
service started. was awesome as usual. service ended like on time? cool. had some short announcements & stuff. went to chcc to pick up my sister. bus-ed, mrt-ed, grandparents place. dinner-ed, chatted with cousins, home.

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FELI

There's just too much to forqet.

12.31.2009 ; 10:31 PM {♥}

P.S. THIS IS GONNA BE A SUPER UBER EXTRA LONG!
but it will be split up into different post.

one hour plus till 2010. woah! how time flies! been thinking alot today. looking back at how the year went. then i realised that all i could think off were awesome times. 2009 had been an awesome year. probably the best one so far. but i know and i know and i know that 2010 would be even better. looking back at how eventful my year was. all the wonderful people i have met. and of cos, most importantly, meeting God. and heres how 2009 went for me.

LIFE AFTER MEETING GOD

i never knew a thing after church or God. i was never raised up to know God & to go to church. but then one day, a good friend of mine named MAGDELYN HAY, decided to invited me to her church. i accepted the invitation and i went. the moment i stepped into the hall, i went "WOAH!" i was simply AWESTUCK! she introduced me to her CG members & they are such friendly people. i remember that it was the service that Pastor Kong was preaching about Love Busters. i was so into praise & worship, enjoying myself to the fullest. the love of God touched me and tears started to fill my eyes. i was so touched & amazed by God that i wanted so very much to go back there again. however, i had to stop due to MYE. i went back again on 16/05/09. there was an alter call & i responded. i remember standing right in the middle, in front of Pastor Kong & Dr. Kim. i was so touched by God & was tearing so much. the moment i got saved, i knew that my life changed. my attitude, temper & character changed. i became from an ahlian to not an ahlian. i started going to church, but of cos i faced parental objection. even so, i never lost faith and i continue believing that one day, my mum would see the change in me. i remember SHILIN praying for me over the phone. and yes, the work of God revealed. my mum started to allow my to go to church regularly. she even encouraged and wants me to bring my sister to church. she even allow me to start attending CGM & helping out at chcc. now, i have my mum's full approval to attend church every saturday. PRAISE THE LORD! i started to pray & read my bible. i grew spiritually bit by bit. my passion for God is just so strong. i want & love to be in God's presence. i want to grow spiritually. i want to serve God more. i want to know Him more, love Him more. each time i face a difficult situation, i know and i know and i know that i need not worry. because God is with me & with God, ALL THINGS ARE POSSIBLE! God gives me the motivation, the strength, the encouragement to pull through every situation. each time i feel discouraged, upset, lost or depressed, i know i can rely on God to make things better. looking back at all the wonders God has done for me, im really thankful that i have God. because without God, i would never have make it through. especially during when i need to be healed emotional & during my O levels. if i never got to know God, i am very sure that i would have been sent to a girls' home by now. without God, i am nothing. but with God, i can do anything! i want to surrender my life to God and the work of God be done. no longer i but Christ living in me. no longer my ways, let Your will be done. because i have God with me, i became a better sister, daughter, cousin & friend. i am no longer the ahlian that is always settling "tai ji". because of God, i have a better attitude, character & temper. because of God, my life is now worthwhile.

There's just too much to forqet.

; 9:58 PM {♥}

LIFE AS A STUDENT

typical O level student year. reporting back to school as a O level student. teachers went like bullet trains. wanting to finish syllabus latest by term 2. piles and piles of worksheets, TYS, other school papers, previous years O level papers were what i see everyday. it felt like a battlefield. its was STUDENT V.S. O LEVEL. it was either we pass or we fail Os. i remember mugging like crazy. i remember burning midnight oil. i remember staying back for SRP, extended SRP & extended extended SRP. being able to go home only at 4pm. sometimes lessons drag up till almost 6pm. teachers giving homework like nobody's business. it was crazy. i remember going to Mdm Yeo for help in maths. i remember all the intensive lessons where all of us where studying like crazy. i remember doing tons of composition during chinese intensive. i remember myself studying so very hard for the first time. studying day and night for Os. chiong-ing of TYS & exam papers. flipping of notes & textbooks, frantically searching for the information needed. going around and bombing teachers with tons of questions. i remember getting a B3 for my chinese Os. it was simply a miracle cos i usually only get C6 for chinese. of cos the most memorable one is the day of our Os. i remember sitting in the hall, feeling the pressure and i wrote my answer on each script. i remember letting out a deep breath after each paper. i remember how i would walk out of the hall asking my friend "ey ey ey, hows the paper uh?!" and discussing our answers. i remember cheering and clapping the day Os OFFICIALLY ENDED. although it wasnt easy being and O level student, i still feel that O level made my 2009 fruitful. never thought i would say this, but I MISS SCHOOL! I MISS BEING A STUDENT! I MISS WEARING THE SCHOOL UNIFORM! I MISS ALL THE TIMES WE HAD IN SCHOOL! hahs. who would ever thought that school could be so awesome. and yes, secondary school is my best moment so far.

There's just too much to forqet.

12.30.2009 ; 9:16 AM {♥}

WOOHOO! I LOOK SO 80s manszx! LOVE IT! gonna spam my camera with photos later!

kay, heres a quiz i found on magdelyn's blog(yes, im bored!)

1. Random number texts you at 4AM and says "come outside." What do you do?
i'll go "IS THIS SOME KIND OF PRANK?!"

2. Do you get jealous of your friends when they're taken and you're single?
no, of cos not. i'll be happy for them.

3. You just won 100 million, What do you buy first?
presents for family & church friends!

4. Do you get overly emotional about small things?
emotional, yes. overly emotional, no.

5. If your room was all one color, what would it be?
YELLOW! it will feel so bright & sunny!

6. If you were in the hospital, who would you want by your side?
God (:

7. When was the last time you were scared?
GOOD QUESTION! i dont remember lea.

8. Do you take compliments well?
maybe?

9. Do scary movies really scare you?
most of the time, YES!

10. Do you get annoyed by one word texts?
YES! VERY ANNOYED! might as well dont text right?!

11. Do you believe that your first love can be your only love in life?
HAHAHAHAHAHA! in my situation, no.

12. Do you like to colour?
hmmmm. been a LONG time since i last did colouring.

13. Have you changed at all in the past three months?
yes, i did.

14. Is anyone mad at you right now?
i hope not!

15. What month were you born in?
march

16. Do you want to visit the pyramids in Egypt?
sounds cool lea!

17. Does anyone know every little detail about you?
only God knows.

18. What does your last text say?
First, i want u to know that u are an amazing friend. if i dont get this back, i understand. but i have a game for u. once you read this letter, u must send it to 15 people that u really care about including the person that sent it to u. (.........)
p.s im lazy to type the whole text out!

19. When was the last time you went to the beach?
chalet camp with church friends.

20. Do you like to cuddle?
who doesnt?

21. Have you jumped in a pool with all your clothes on?
YEA! WILDWILDWET LOR

22. Have you ever thrown a shoe at someone?
no.

23. How long was the last shower you took?
10 minutes.

24. Do you know what the last person you kissed is doing right now?
ONLINE

25. Are you currently waiting for someone to do something for you/to you?
MAYBE UH!

26. Do you ever tend to pull off any random acts of kindness in public?
does smiling count? but yea, done them before.

27. Do the things you do normally have reasons behind them, or not?
for a random person like me, what do you think?!

28. Do you find your school to be loaded with hot guys or not so much?
IN THE PAST. all graduate already. i remember theres quite a few when i was in lower secondary. now uh.... CMI CMI CMI.

29. Are you waiting for someone to get online on an IM program right now?
yes & no. cos im waiting for 2. but one is already online & the other isnt.

30. Have you ever forgotten your birthday? Did you soon figure it out?
if i forget my birthday, it means i forget my mum's, jamesYEO's & baoling's birthday lea.

31. Would you walk ten miles just to see the person you like or love?
not a problem.

32. What, in your mind, would you consider to be the perfect boyfriend?
the ten qualities! (girls that attended the chalet camp should know what i mean!)

33. If you have siblings, have they moved out or do they still live with you?
live with me

34. Do you watch those late-night talk shows? What's the best part about them?
i never watch before lea.

35. Do you ever listen to music so you can actually change your emotion?
yea, it can.

FELI

There's just too much to forqet.